Thursday, August 25, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:56 PM

I had a great day cause i met my friends today which i havent done in a long time.

Met E for bwax session at Orchard Central

E Doing her eyebrows in the toilet

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we went for a short therapy shopping at F21's 313 Outlet. Well in the end i bought a skirt which was originally like $119 or something at 19 dollars. its totally rip off. its fuckiing awesome i swear. and i bought a dress for like 49bucks. its the best thing ever cause its the kind of dress that ive been finding for though its not really the design that i fancy much but itll do :) Plus i cant wait to wear it out to club! Not to mention i met w my awesome friend Z today to get my stuff since i ship like every fucking thing to her house. i dont even rmb what i buy i swear. Anw most excited part is my shoes!! Got my heels! but i havent tried them on yet! but im so excited?!

So we speed on after that and trained down to Pasir Ris to meet Z to get my stuff!

After mtg Z we camwhored abit and went our seperate ways! Bus-ed home w Z! Though it was a short and rushed mtg i really miss my friends and i cant wait to meet kellie and cassy soon! Like i really miss all of my friends even friends that i dont fancy in school. I really miss everything in secondary school life. Its so different in poly now and i can honestly say its really different and i miss having people that annoy me constantly in my class and i wish we were in the same class.

So after rushing home to dump all my shitload of clothes and stuff i rushed back to town to meet my parents for dinner!

They had cool deco but the food was shit. well its not that bad that i couldnt eat it down but there really isnt any satisfaction level for me.and it was fairly deserted. oh well you nv knw if you dont try right?

Sunday, May 22, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:12 PM

Went to see auntie nellie’s dog today..super cute.

but it peed everywhere though it was potty train.

u knw when i arrived i was at the gate and he was at the door looking at me..

when i opened the gate he RAN inside the house..

and thn he came out again our of curiosity i guess and he RAN back inside the house as i entered the house

this dog really has no guts man..

but i swear its really friendly and cute :) but really high maintenance cause it wants to play ALL THE TIME.

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anyway….update of my life since school started..:

So far everything is not going well for me..

Sometimes i really wonder if what im doing is what is right for my future

because im really afraid to loose what is precious to me

and to loose what i might regret

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Now that im getting older i cannt make stupid decisions like i did in sec 1

and i wish these decisions can be easier than it is..because its getting kinda hard to breathe once in awhile.

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Ever since school started honey and i have met very less often as we do and honestly adding to the pt that things arent going so well for us..its kinda….adding to my troubles.

and i feel that i dont have someone i wanna talk to in spite of everything tts happen

dont get me wrong..i have friends and family just tt i dont feel like i wanna share this shit part of my life w anyone else.

just wanna get things cleared up first before i actually announce any shit news..

gonna meet him on weds morning..

gonna skip school in the morning to meet him.

kinda scared of what he’ll say actually

because i tried to break up w him ..i even unfriended him in fb..

really upset and torn in btw my conscience and feelings.

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i really wonder if we are meant to be…

But im guessing no?cus if im questioning it might be the one alr right?

and really wonder if he is worth all the pain he put me through

everyone tells me he aint worth it but thn i just cant let go.

i really wonder why

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its just sth about him tt makes my heart beats really fast and clenches really tightly till i cant breathe

his every touch on my skin leaves electrical sparks for me to feel.

i really wonder if i make him feel the same way too :(

and i really do hope he can prove it to me that he loves me by deleting tt bitch away from his life..

but i really doubt so..

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dearest told me to just listen to what he has to say..

makes me feel like someone supports my decision

so all the more i decided to meet him.

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hope i wont bawl my eyes out tt day..dont wanna feel dejected all day cus im staying in school till night time

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Dont really knw who i can turn to at the point of time…

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School so far has been okay for me.it isnt stressful or what

but definitely stressing about piano and CCA

i really hate giving time to join CCA because all the while i hate it

trying my best to be as optimistic as i can..

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and since school is kinda far away i havent been able to spend alot of time at home and i practically live at school now..since i spend alot of time there

but since i have friends tt aint tt bad i guess its still plausible.

and im loosing interest in piano fast.

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because of school and everything once i get home and study and stuff im really exhausted and tired tt i dont even feel like doing anything but just relax and makes me nt in the mood to even practice..

and im starting to hate it because i cant learn and do what i have interest in..

my personality is like that.

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i wouldnt say its a good thing but i really only do things or have motivation to do things tt i like.

i really dont wish to quit..is just tt im at at cross roads and i havent decided a shit.

i didnt really dare talk to mummy about it because all she ll say is that i can do it and i have faith in u i knw you wouldnt give up so easily tt kinda thing..

and ive grown i wanna make my own decisions and thnk for myself.

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recently ive talked to mummy and aunty and its really opened my eyes to see that i didnt knw ___ had this issue long ago..

it really makes me think tt its kinda scary and its no laughing matter because its very serious and it could lead to depression or split personalities.

i really hope that this person will get better..by expressing the feelings of theirs more.

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“Even though people that you knw may look strong and cool.But youd be surprised at how insecure,lost and afraid they actually are.”

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Exams and tests are coming up soon.Hope ill do fine!

And i hope that everything will work out fine in my love life.

and i hope i obtain good friends in this school! :D

Friday, February 18, 2011
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:39 PM

Kiseiki

Tonight i went to kiseiki with family for dinner

If you dont what it is„ it is a jap buffet lunch/dinner which is all you can eat. INCLUDING SASHIMI!

Though the great part was eating the endless supply of Salmon Sashimi and other raw fishes.

There were other great dishes as well.

erm there was the teppenyaki part.

Well they cook for you and deliver it to your table.

so you actually take the meat or the seafood and take the peg which is at the table and attach it to the plate.

and when they are done cooking it is served to ur table.

and there was also ice cream and waffles and drinks are endless

there is endless supply of food. there is even cold seafood.and pasta.

there is pizza and soba and udon and since there was about 10 of us.

with 6 pax, you are entitled to have a free “steamboat” it consists of vegs some parts of alaskan crab, (obviously they’re nt gonna give the whole crab right) and mussels and many many more things inside. so we all ate till we laterally dropped.

I still gotta say the best part of the whole meal is still the sashimi because its really worth it.

and they dont give shit soy sauces like some restaurants if u knw what i mean

But i think tt the service wasnt tt great and the plates tt were there most of them were not as clean as i expect it to be.

When you see marks on ur plate it just affects ur appetite and makes you nt wanna eat with tt plate.

and with every plate tt u use you are gonna wonder how clean is this plate.

So this aspect is a complete turnoff.

What was even more turnoff was when my cousin gave the voucher thing for the free steamboat thing to the auntie it didnt come for so long.

and i asked her(cousin) where was it.and who she gave it to and my cousin said the auntie wasnt at her booth,

so we waited for awhile and the auntie came back and i asked her(auntie) where was the steamboat and she was like “what are you talking bout face”

and i said my cousin gave it to you just now the coupon for the steamboat thing and she was like she did? and i was like yes.

and she still had the cheek to tell me you didnt give me the peg thing right and she still asked me to sit down the ppl will send it over.

and what was even more absurd was we ordered the steamboat thing so long and the table in front us got it alr.

and she wasnt cooking anything else.

WHAT TO DO THIS KIND OF PPL JUST MAKES UR BLOOD BOIL.

and she went to check and said no i didnt receive i was so wtf!?

and i looked at her pissed off and she said zhen yang?

ZHEN YANG??!?!?!?!?!!?

AUNTIE!I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU.

and p.s. the auntie is like the blurr senile auntie.

TOODLES! :D